The clincher came when a few weeks later, as I sat down for dinner one night and my Boyfriend was pouring us both a glass each of wine, I was looking longingly at the ruby red liquid filling up the glass and remarked, “Haven’t you just been waiting for this ALL day!?” My Boyfriend stopped pouring and looked at me with bemused look on his face and simply replied “No”. Oh, I thought, was I not meant to be hanging out for my nightly red?
Health
Kiss the ground you walk upon……..
So I started my walk. I have never walked this path before, yet I have driven it a hundred time and more. So as I walked, I was astonished to see how much RUBBISH littered the sidewalk. It was extremely upsetting and I felt sadder and sadder the further I walked. Then, that social duty kicked in and I told myself that at the café I would ask for a rubbish bag that I could take with me so I could pick up the rubbish on the way back..............
My Greatest Loss……….
"I hadn’t yet had my first antenatal appoint with the midwife, that was still about 3 weeks away although the appoint letter was at home, so this would be my first ultrasound of the baby I wanted and needed so badly. I was positive that as soon as the doctor started, the screen would light up and the heart beat would be audible. Yet this wasn’t the case."
The health implications of STRESS: and what to do about it………
To de-stress in a world that is constantly overloading us with information, deadlines, demands, toxins, and STRESS, we have to disconnect from it all, so we can reconnect to ourselves........
The private pain and lonesome struggles: Endometriosis……..
"I was told a few days later of what he had found, the confirmation that it was indeed Endometriosis, and as he showed me photo’s of my procedure, he continued to talk about the risk to my fertility, the freezing of my eggs, IVF options, and the fact there was no cure….."