My year without……. Alcohol

The clincher came when a few weeks later, as I sat down for dinner one night and my Boyfriend was pouring us both a glass each of wine, I was looking longingly at the ruby red liquid filling up the glass and remarked, “Haven’t you just been waiting for this ALL day!?” My Boyfriend stopped pouring and looked at me with bemused look on his face and simply replied “No”. Oh, I thought, was I not meant to be hanging out for my nightly red?

My soul’s progression and the realizations that have changed my life………..

I feel like I went through every possible spiritual undertaking; I was the lost soul, I experienced a dark night of the soul, and then I had the souls reawakening, all within the 3 years Saturn was coming home. It’s been nothing short of a rollercoaster and the lessons I have learnt these past three years have been nothing short of life changing, and all for the better......

My Greatest Loss……….

"I hadn’t yet had my first antenatal appoint with the midwife, that was still about 3 weeks away although the appoint letter was at home, so this would be my first ultrasound of the baby I wanted and needed so badly. I was positive that as soon as the doctor started, the screen would light up and the heart beat would be audible. Yet this wasn’t the case."